I'm sorry i haven't been around here lately or i would have responded much sooner, sweet ones. I feel sad that you are having such a hard time, and i understand that too well and so my heart aches for you. I'm so glad you come here ans people do their very best to be reassuring and loving, for you deserve that every day of your life. EVERYDAY. And if this is where you receive that, then you say so as often as you need to. Promise?
Loving thoughts and many

for all of you who like that...
Miri