Acceptance is difficult and takes time and a lot of therapy. It took me a long time before i was able to read any books on D.I.D, but when I did I found it strangely comforting. There are two I have read.......Fractured and Broken Pieces. Sorry, I cant remember the authors. Be patient with yourself. As my T so often says to me..........."You dont have to work it all out now".......Take care.......L