Hello Itech009, welcome to psych central. I have ocd and most of my symptoms are the obsessive part of it. I have experienced something similar to what you are explaining and working with my therapist has helped me along with working with my psychiatrist to get on some meds that helps with my ocd.

This really is a great site to find support, I hope you decide to stay around so you can experience some of that. If you have any questions along the way feel free to private message me or any community liaison or moderator, here is a link to a list of forum leaders.
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