My family is about to drive me up the ever loving wall lately. I got accused of abusing my meds tonight. Yes I know I sound different when I am really tired and I take my meds and just because of that doesn't mean I am abusing them it just means I am tired.

Yes I did try to kill myself by ODing but that was 7 years ago and have only been hospitalized two other times since then. I am trying to change my ways and when I see my pdoc I plan on talking to him about taking me off of some of my meds because I don't think I need so many of them but if he says I still need them then I will continue to take them. I am very medicine compliant. I know the meds are helping me stay somewhat stable although lately have been mood swinging again. I check in with my T every couple of days because of that.

I am just tired of my family treating me like a small child because of my mental illnesses.

Jan