first of all im sorry ur feeling this way but i kno the feelings believe me i do. i dont really have much to offer but support since im still barely getting by. but i definitley kno the feeling of not wanting to go on or tell cuz ive been there for a long time. i didnt tell for almost six years and even then i only told one of my teachers because they put two and two together. i begged her not to tell anyone to and it was so hard for me because i was only in 8th grade. but i kno she was only trying to help and that it would come out sooner or later. and i kno the feeling of no one listening cuz the investigation went on for 3 years and nothing happened. i still can barely talk about it and dont want to go on sometimes but i kno that i have to cuz if i dnt then he truely wins and i cant let that happen. if i can go through all that and still keep going then i truley believe u can. mabye u should get counseling to help u or something cuz u shouldnt have to keep this happening and a secret. i truley hope u get help but only when and if ur ready. i believe in u and u should believe in urself too. im here for support and to talk if u need to.