Thanks yea I think I will call him. I have always been so scared that I will be looked at as a hypochondriac because soo many doctors before have...once has actually called me that to my face...another doctor actually commented on my sagging body from having a baby and thats why i have chest lumps (when that wasnt the case i had them for 2 years and my baby is 6 months old) My husband wanted to flip out on her. Ive had doctors just shake their heads and look at me and say we dont know go somewhere else. At the ER (this was a while back for the same health issues) i was shaking cuz I was cold in just a gown. The ER doc looked at my Ex Boyfriend and said is she always this dramatic and he said yea pretty much (thats why he is my EX lol). I dont know maybe i am dramatic thats why im always so terrified at going to the doctors unless it gets sooo bad they KNOW for a fact something is wrong...But now ive waited for too long without anyone helping me and all my symptoms are getting worse. Hopefully he wont make fun of me. Even my parents make fun of me and dont believe me. I have not said one word to them i went back to the doctor. My mom thinks im anorexic...i let her believe that..cuz if she found out Im blaming this on being "sick" she would flip out on me. She was the kinda mom that if i wasnt dying or bleeding to death i had to act like nothing was wrong. Im so good at hiding my symptoms from growing up with that..now no one believes me. Im supposed to get lab results back today from them to see if i have an autoimmunine disease and i will let them know then im loosing a severe amount of weight. Thanks again everyone!!
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