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VickiesPath · Sep 18, 2009, 10:45 AM

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Originally Posted by auroralso

Begging of the year I faint at the skating rink because an online freind of mine responds i a very distant manner not even acknowleding my birthday ,

then accuses me of being a stalker a threat to jis family and not sure what Im capable of doing .

says they are shutting doen my email . this makes the second time i two years they did this to me .

I was very hurt . still am . then I get cancer no response from my broher .
My other friend wh is a phone frien starts to treat me horivly doesn;t call doesn't anknowlede Im a friemd to others on his site /

friend who called me a stalker is very capable of being caring to others just not to me

distant punitive and accusing me of being provocative.

more grieving sadness anger

then my dog dies .
I have no family
On top of this I can;r be seen ay the Phychiatruc deart ment for adhd to get meds

ave no insurance

doctors want me to do chemo.

My friend who caled me a stalker doesn't reach out o me in my time of need.
Im hurting deeply.

then I read o the newest phyche central news letter that people with CANCER who are depresed are more like ly to die..

I don;t know a soul who has cancer that is not depressed .

I mean loking at your life ending possibly just aint fun especially when others are runing around planing thier lives like they wil live forever.

I guessim sunk

I cry every day Im in despair every day

I didn't realy ned to read that on the news letter to day.

what good does it do me if I can;r have help
or he person I love doesn;t care .

And now Im reading old phche notes about what bad person I am .
some days I think If I disapeared it wouldn't mater to anyone/

I hope I helped a few of you ,
I can;t take being here and being ingnored by my old friend.

Patricia

Patricia!!!

I've been trying to follow you but haven't been doing a very good job of it.

I am so sorry you are feeling so down. I wondered what was going on with you.

I care about your state of mind.

I was wondering, is there a cancer support group in your locality that you can go to?

I lost my best friend to cancer 12 years ago. She had breast cancer that she ignored, you know, the "if I ignore it, it will go away" approach? She did the positive attitude, better nutrition thing and she lived well beyond what the doctors had predicted. When she had her mastectomy, they also removed part of her chest wall, the entire lymph node under her arm and, of course, her entire breast. But it had already metastasized. She withdrew her retirement money, researched and ate healthier, exercised, and kept a positive attitude and lived four years, which was considerably longer than the one-year-at-most that the doctors had given her. And she traveled.

The other thing she did was she created something that she wanted to accomplish. She set a goal. Her goal was to organize a viewing of the Aids Quilt. There is a quilt that had been pieced together and sent around the states to raise money for Aids awareness and research. She organized an event for that quilt to come to her little home town in Kansas. So, she created a purpose for her life.

We care about you, Aurora. You are in a terribly stressful spot right now. Please don't give up.

Is there any way you could get some local support? It would seem that there would be a group of people who could provide support for you IRL.
What do you think?