Oh Deli, . It sounds like you are in so much pain. Hopefully you are asleep for a little while now. Call your pdoc when you get up. He will want you to call. Austin-T also. My T once was so sad that I hadn't called when I was having a really bad time. I think your T and Pdoc (from what you've said about them) would feel the same way. They would want you to call them. Please take gentle care of yourself. Write more to let us know how you are doing.