I agree with the other posters. She doesn't owe you anything. I'm sorry you are hurting, but PLEASE do not let this continue to have a negative impact on your job. I know that is easier said than done. But if you end up losing your job because you are too distracted by what this jerk did to you, then you will be even worse off than you are now - unemployed AND heartbroken. Plus you will have too much time on your hands and this can be disastrous for someone who is hurting like you are. "Idle minds are the devil's playground." Keep yourself busy and over time you should stop feeling so badly. If you don't it may benefit you to talk to a professional. Good Luck