Okay, it is going on 3 yrs., I thought I was doing alright and accepting my beloved dad's passing (11/26/02) but have discovered I really haven't, a lot of potentially destructive behaviour I think is coming from this.
I often wonder if this is an unconsciencious (sp?) way of wanting to join him, but I won't, I have a kid I love, and need to see his life goes well.
I don't know if this is making sense, if not disregard this.
I digressed, but do grief support groups help? Like help in the sense, help make the going easier to live with?
I need something, the denial has passed, and I'm falling apart without my dad being here on this earth
I miss him, more than words can express.
Thanks for listening

DE