Why can't we be in adjoining rooms?! I would love that! Party by proxy, or how is that? Thank gawd for internet! My T seemed pretty serious knowing about me taking like 10 Vicodins. Think he'll like this type of abuse better? Which is better--abusing Vicodin or alcohol? Does it matter? I think that my mind really just wants to relax, and the only way it knows how is by taking something whether it be a lax, or whatever. I'm not sure my mind cares, just so I do something for emotional reasons. This isn't entirely emotional with the drinking either--I think?!?!?!?! But I *DO* deserve the pampering and "vacation". No T could argue with that. But now the question is... Will I be able to withold myself from leaving my T a voice mail, AND for how long? Sigh. Hey, the cheese and crackers the hotel left me tastes awesome!