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Sep 20, 2009, 08:15 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Posts: 304
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Originally Posted by writingwithink
This is a good thread. I look forward to seeing other responses, and I hope that you find relief.
For me, I can’t let go for so many reasons: 1. There’s a part inside of me devoted to maintaining “dignity.” 2. I will not let myself go there until I feel that my therapist is not going to abandon this journey. 3. To do so would open up a vulnerability that I can’t imagine. 4. Just when our father finished beating us, he’d then beat us for crying and wouldn’t stop until our sobs evaporated.
That being said, I understand your feelings of wanting to or needing to release it all and I hope that you will find a way.
Peace to you.
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"Just when our father finished beating us, he’d then beat us for crying and wouldn’t stop until our sobs evaporated"
This happened to me and my siblings as well.
(((HUGS)) Hangingon.
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