Have you been on
http://www.msn.com and looked at groups all types but maily for grielf and loss forum. I know it isn't easy to just let it go. But it all happens and some point. If you want you could tell me how you felt at the time. I remember being sad, dissapointed, confused, morbid etc.... {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{DE}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Or go to
http://www.google.com and type in support groups for grief and loss.