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This isn't a downer. It just sounds like you stumbled.
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Originally Posted by white_iris
Sorry Bruce----Sometimes I feel like an old lady--tho only 56 (birthday the 26th this month) I feel i have lived many lifetimes. But I like your attitude!! One I am working on adopting and just may after-all  |
You have a couple of months on me.
Sometimes I feel pretty old too, especially since my shoulder got messed up in April “no baseball game this summer
”. I'm sure that your back problem has a lot to do with the way you're feeling right now. Not just the pain but the vulnerability that comes along with it... I did a chin up yesterday, first one since April, I feel a little better about myself today.
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T says I'm too nice, too giving, too quiet----she sees the fire inside and wants me to see it and to acknowledge it....i tell her I'm afraid of fire.
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Don't ever give up your nice and giving parts, those are special qualities that many people do not understand. They are traits of "The White"
The Quiet part. I think your T would like to see you stand up for yourself. If it were only that easy.
That's one of those things that will happen when it happens.
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DAMN------i can't find the fight and the will.....
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You seemed to doing so well and then poof. Like the pinball fell down the chute. It will come back. Just got to be patient “I hate that word”. Take some of your own advice “close your eyes and breathe----enlightenment will come”. Maybe take some vitamins “B complex especially”, they really do help.
A Moody Blues lyric that that lights my path.
“One more time to live and I have made it mine”.
About "Nice and giving" Qualities of caring
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