nothing really to say, no explination. I am just not happy. I am but I am not. I love my kids, I hate my life, if it weren't for my kids... well things would have to change. But I love my kids and want to see them grow up and have their own families.

But things need to change for me, I can't keep this up

I am just sad, am crying now and no clue why. I just don't feel right

more to add

everything else in my life I go around feeling almost emotionless to. I feel nothing alot of the times, I feel like I am going through the motions, and times I cannot be bothered to do things.

Where is the answer??? How do I make this better, stress?????????