I was thinking today how things would be so much easier if I didn't like T.

I wouldn't trade my T for the world, and I love the relationship we have, but I've noticed that at times I'm hesitant to bring something up because I don't want to come across as "crazy" to her. I'm so protective of our relationship, and I feel like maybe some things would be easier if I didn't like her.

Thoughts? Has anyone else ever gotten this thought before?