Gosh, that sounds like a horrible horrible day. And your T calling without really caring about how you are? Just shows you are doing the right thing in leaving her. She really should leave things open with so your dont feel totally alone. She know you are looking for a new T- I would want my T to stay with me and support me until I had found someone else. I would want her to leave things open- to let me know that she understands you are not sure what you want but that she wants to to contact her if you feel you would like to see her again. She does seem very cold.

I agree with the others- the other T cancelling is just really really bad timing. BUt I would not give up on her. You say she sounded really sorry- I think that in itself is a good sign. She would have known that you would be anxious beforehand being the first appoitment with her, so if she could have avoided it she really would have. And you liked the sound of her when you called her, so dont give up on this one. You never know, she might turn out to be the therapist you have been looking for.

Sorry it was such a horrible day but I dont think you should give up on therapy