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what a morning you've had! i'm soooooo glad flat tire-t (these names are cracking me up) has rescheduled you for tomorrow. i know how easy it is to get so despondent when things fall apart. it's really hard to keep going but i've learned that when i do things usually work out fine. it's just those bumps throw us all off and we freak out and want to crawl back into bed and not deal with life at all. i am slowly learning this and the freak out is no fun but as i keep moving forward hopefully they will lesson. anyway, i'm excited for you for tomorrow morning. i think the fact that she was so concerned and fit you in is great. she sounds very caring and i'm sure was really sorry. oh, your current t sounds like a big poop in the sky! sorry, but she seems downright abusive to me. is she really old? for some reason i keep thinking she must be but then my t is old so that is no excuse. take care sweetie. you are going to find a great t!