(((((((((((((confused))))))))))))))))

I SO used to do that with T. I would really actually regret e-mailing him, because it would create so much worry and obsession for me.

Now, I feel sure he will respond, so I don't worry about it anymore. It's so different now - I'll get on the computer and there will be an e-mail from him and I'll almost forget I e-mailed him. And, like 3 velniai, I know his e-mail schedule, so I have a good idea of when I can expect one and it makes me a lot less obsessive.

For me, it wasn't until I felt securely attached that I was able to feel calm about his e-mails.