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I hope that your new T will show you what it is REALLY like to be cared about. My guess is you'll look back and not worry about Desk T at ALL.

As for how to end it...I was seeing a T for meditation instruction last winter and it ended BADLY. I did kind of leave it open-ended...just told her I wasn't ready to see her again when my next appointment came up and then never contacted her after that. I really thought it would eat away at me, but I was SO ready to let her go, that it didn't bug me at ALL. If you think leaving it open-ended will be stressful for you, then I hope you can find a way to put some closure on it. I know the wise people at PC will have lots of good ideas for you about how to do it