Babysteps,
I dont know quite how to put this, but I am immensely proud you are my friend. I understand you probably need some ""me"" time and by all means take it but you have become an important part of my daily life. I anticipate your daily greetings on my profile. I appreciate your constant encouragement and empathy you give those in the depresssioon forum. IF PC was to lose one of its more eminent members, namely you, we woudl be so much worse off for it.
You are one in a million.
Please dont dont do anything rash, you need a rest my dear friend
Love
Paddy