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Originally Posted by twinmommy38
I felt so much better yesterday.
I am so very, intensley sad today.
I must go to work. I must get my assignments done for school.
I am procrastenating so much with my school work.
I do not want to do anything.
I did not sleep well last night at all. Waking up at 1:30 and forcing myself to stay in bed until 4:30.
Strange dreams.
Feel like everyone can see how distraught I am more than I see it myself.
I just feel like crying. I feel like a loser and nobody likes me. I look funny and am annoying. I hurt so much inside, I do not know what to do. I want relife and want this feeling of intense sadness to go away.
I just do not want to do anything but dissapear for a while.
This hurts so much and I am not able to find the words to dicribe any of it.
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lots of
coming your way. I can tell you that you are not alone. If you feel like crying, maybe you should. Sometimes it can prove to be a relief.
If you can't discribe it, it's okay. I know I have felt your pain and hurt myself and it is very hard. I will stand by you. Write more if it helps and if you need to PM me. Take good care of yourself.