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VickiesPath · Sep 22, 2009, 09:26 AM

Oh, Feelingsad, I really am hurting for you. I used to constantly feel like I wasn't enough. I can truly identify with that. If you are going to bed crying and waking up crying, I would very much like to see you go to see a professional to be evaluated. If you already have a pdoc, you should see about getting your medications adjusted. You don't have to be feeling this badly all the time. You definitely sound very depressed.

Life doesn't have to be this miserable. It feels funny for me to say this to you because when I was deep in the abyss of depression like you are now, I was alone, and crying all the time, and no one was there for me, and I was feeling like I would never be enough in life. I cried and cried. Then somehow, a "voice" (not a real voice) told me that life wasn't meant to be this difficult and painful. Somewhere in my heart, I remembered a promise that life was not supposed to be this horrible. So I held on until I found a better one. It did eventually come.

I am telling you, Feelingsad, that your life doesn't have to be this painful. You need to see a psychiatrist or psychologist and be evaluated and get some treatment for depression. Then, you can begin to work on those feelings of not being enough. I have learned where my feelings came from and that they were lies. I was always enough but I was taught that I wasn't.

I care about you, Feelingsad. Lots of people here care about you. Please get some help and keep us posted on how you are doing.