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Sep 22, 2009, 10:49 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2009
Location: Phoenix, AZ, USA
Posts: 2,779
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((((((((((((((( Babysteps )))))))))))))))))
There is only one Babysteps. We cannot survive without you. This forum cannot be this forum without you.
Your pain is a terrible thing. I recognize it, I hear it in your post. You are so tired. Tired of being cheerful when you are in pain. Tired of posting encouragement and care when you need those very things in your own life. Not just here on PC. You need them IRL. I know. I've been there.
Right now the pain has become too much. Somehow, you feel that you cannot be Babysteps anymore. Right now, you need to only be Chris. And Chris is hurting. Chris is in pain because his life is too lonely and too empty. It doesn't look like it will ever change.
Please realize that it will change. If you go to your pdoc and talk about where you are at, this can get better. We care so much about you, Chris. We want you to feel better and feel optimistic about your life again. Your life can change, life changes all the time. As they say, the only constant in this world is change.
Please know that you are in my prayers. Please take care of YOU! Do what you need to do to feel better and improve your depressed feelings. You are golden, my friend. 
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 Vickie
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