(((((((Kaika)))))) memory is such a funny thing. A lot of people can't remember things, mostly unimportant things. I'm fairly good at being able to place pictures with time frames only because of the different houses we lived in, as far as the pictures go though... I don't remember 1/2 of them being taken. My husband can remember the first thing he wore to school on his first day of kindergarden.
I think it's much more frustrating for people with DDs. You never know if it's your bad memory or if it's the DD why you can't remember. If you keep looking into certain things that you can't remember, some pieces of your life might come together but you might not like what you find.
I'm learning now, I don't really care if I know anything about my childhood. I don't want to dig deeper to try and remember things because the things that are gone, are gone for a reason.
I hope all of this confusion starts making sense soon. I'm sorry you're so confused and worried right now... I don't even know if my post is making sense or relates to your thread since I just woke up but I'm here if you need anything. Don't try to force the memories back either. This can cause a lot of pain, if it was important, you will remember one day!
(((((((((((((( Kaika )))))))))))))))) Take care of yourself
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