(((((Babysteps))))) I don't know what else to ad to what everyone has said about you already. Just that I know you, as I first meet you here, as a wonderful person that saved my life.

I too was stuck in bed for weeks asking myself all of the same questions you are asking yourself. I have also been there now again. I don't know what it is but depression makes me weak at times. So weak I do not want to eat or anything else. And I know that if you could read or remember the words you have written all of us in the past you would see this for yourself. I know that I can say things to help others but for some reason depression keeps me from understanding what I write or from being able to listen to my own words. Please take time to remember what you have learned, this is the only way I know how to beat depression. Give yourself some time to think about what depression has you writing in this post. Hugs to you Babysteps and all on PC.

Now a question for all who are reading this,
What should Babysteps do or any of us when we are feeling this way???

Where should we turn for help?
Who will understand us?

I know that we all here understand, but where in the real world do we look for the understanding that we need?