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This describes my sessions since T's return from vacation.

Last week we had such a beautiful session. We were in sync, dovetailed, so together. Yesterday BLAH BLAM BLAP--he didn't get it! I left upset. I called and we spoke while I was still in the car and HE STILL DIDN'T GET IT. I cried my eyes out. I called again and told him on his voicemail that he was such a jerk sometimes. ARGHHHHHHHHH. Last night he finally called back and apologized. HE NEVER DID THIS BEFORE. I really love him so much. He is my rock. I am a little excited abouot this new aspect of my therapy. I feel like I am at a point in my therapy where I can begin to fill my life with new and positive experience. We've cleared the slate so to speak, so let's bring it on! (even tho I told T I don't want any new experience). It's like holding a bag of sweet and sour candy.