[quote=sunrise]Bluemoon, your T just sounds so.... well, kind of warped. Sorry. [quote]

I didnt get it either. She had this whole thing about me being self-absorbed and going to too much therapy. If I could have cured myself by telling myself to just be with my family and appreciate the blessings in my life I would have done that a long time ago and saved myself some time and money. Journaling went along with that- too much tme spent on myself. Hard to believe as I think about it now.
And you should know....I ignored her on this one and journaled anyway
So....this t wants me to journal

I posted about what I am supposed to write down- but it is very difficult. Much more than I thought it would be.
I didnt cancel friend's t yet- I called her number to cancel and then hung up. Not sure I want to cancel. My friend who referred me to flat tire t heard the whole story from me today about FT T and then looked up the vacation t on line. She said she doesnt sound like a t for me! Her concerns were my concerns all along, too. She seems like a short-term life coach (that is what she says on her website). And nothing at all about ED. My friend said I (and she) shouldnt see anyone who doesnt have a lot of experience in that area. I agree. So...I may cancel vacation t for next week.