Hi Vicki,
Ahhhh such grief.......I have also had people take their own lives close to me......my sons father, for one.......
But the young ones makes it neigh impossible to comprehend.....
I like that you can speak so openly about your feelings and the feelings for your son in this matter.......
Maybe some of the removal of stigma of suicidal ideation will go a long way in helping people voice their distress.
It will happen........oneday. And we will talk of it instead of society being so frightened of it.......it certainly added to my isolation at a time......that I was too scared to talk of it.....
Take good care of you babe.......and your boy.......and grieve......and it will pass.
Much peace and stillness coming your way, sweet.
Big Hugs,


Michah