Hello bigcasper. Its kind of quiet over here tonight, so i thought I would give you a welcome. I do not understand why he expected you to have emotion. I find that sometimes we have the memories tucked away in order on the memory shelf and we store the emotions associated with them in another place. When recalling the memories the emotions do not have to be present.

I do wish you well on your new quest. Keep that positive attitude that you have. I find it is best to keep your goals small, so you can see that you are making progress. Good luck.