now that I have decided to take these feelings seriously, I will be seeing my family dr tomorrow for a pysical anyway, what better time to mention the issues, as well I have signed up for ecounselling through my EAP, which is unfortunately all I have time for right now, between all my jobs and my 2 kids.

I don't know how to get through exactly what I am feeling to my DR though. Its hard for me to talk about, I usually just say everything is great, that my life is coming up roses, but I can't lie to myself anymore

there is something wrong, something majorly wrong cause this is just not me

I hope she has a solution!