Thanks, peaches - T did call back, I'm seeing her this evening. When I told T how I can't stop crying, and how these new feelings are overwhelming me, she said that she was afraid that might happen - that it's hard for me to see it now, but these are old emotions coming up, and that it's good that I'm feeling them. It certainly doesn't feel good, T! But she was very caring on the phone - making sure I was alright, asking what I'd be doing until our appt. tonight (zoning out in front of the TV, it helps turn off my brain). T said we'd do more work on my safe place tonight, strengthen that, since it doesn't seem to be working for me now. I had a good cry after we hung up, but I am relieved that I'm getting in to see her. I'll let you all know how it goes. Thanks for the support!