Sorry I wasn't here to help your hell feel better. It's remarkable how one day every thing is fine and the next it is more like "stop the world I want to get off"
You always seem to be here when we need you. Even sometimes before we know we need it. Just as part of our family you make us feel happy.
Although I haven't learned the find sport of "friend messaging","pm", and "chat" give me a little more time and I will figure it out. It only took me about four months to figure our the paper towels are stored over the sink in the kitchen and the toilet paper goes under the sink in the bathroom. Sometimes it just take awhile to get the hang of it.
Sorry I can't create a perfect world for you. However, perhaps it won't be much longer before I can get the "pm" and "friends" thingys figured out.
I'll take hugs anytime.
If you see the person with the paper bag on their head

and know I'm practicing for Halloween.

kebs