(((((((((((Babysteps)))))))))
Thank you for posting. I am so sorry your father is like that. That is not the way a father should treat his son. It is unfair and you don't deserve it.
I can relate. My father is an asswipe.
I understand now how it came to pass that you were triggered so much the other day. And you say this is only the half of it. Dude, I am so sorry.
And I am so sorry about your dog. I have pets too and understand how difficult it is when they are sick.
Please be good to yourself and that includes eating. It is very important and it will make you feel better in the long run.
Thank you again for sharing your pain with us. We all care so much about you. You are vital here at PC. Don't ever forget that.
       
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I love your faults because they are part of you and I love you. --my BFF
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