Hi Jexa,
I'm very sorry these memories are flooding back to you again. Something very subtle could have triggered those memories. Also, there may still be work to be done with them as well.
I've found over the years that I processed different things at different times with my memories. Each time, I was able to get peace for awhile until there was another part of those memories that I was supposed to process. In other words, I had learned something that needed to be used in processing the memories. It wasn't always easy to figure out at the time, but I did get through it.
I hope that all made sense.....and I hope you will find some peace again very soon. Survivors we are....no guilt allowed here!!

sabby