The hardest thing to do when you want a relationship in your life is to be alone. Take the time to get to know YOU. Once you are ok being alone and want, not need, someone romatically involved, it is much easier to attract and maintain a relationship.
I know how hard this is. I didn't really get to that point until my husband and I nearly divorced. I realized I was strong enough and loved myself enough to stand on my own and take care of our daughters. I think my husband respects me more now that he knows that I have no problem standing on my own two feet.
Good luck!
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