I posted here a few weeks ago about seeing someone. Well, we're still dating! I've come here though, because I have a problem.

I have issues with ocd and social anxiety, general anxiety, ruminations, and some hypochondria. I need help! I posted in anxiety forum for that and will talk to my therapist.

My issue is that he is normal and has a life and I want to share things with him. but I'm scared. I have shared with him before about my issues but it was awkward. He said he was ok with it, but I don't believe him and I don't know why. I also compare myself to him and assume that he will get tired of me because of my illness. who knows tho maybe he'll get tired of me for some other reason lol. that's a joke, but really I am just scared of losing him and I feel like right now I want to be very close to him and know him and have him be my other half or something. I think I need confidence.

advice or support appreciated