I want to grow in a major way towards stability and emotional maturity. Unlike what some among mental health "professionals" have accused me of, wanting to dominate other people, or trick them by presenting with problems that they claim I am using only to deceive. I realize now that those reactions of some are similar to how my mother dealt with us children: she thought that we were in charge, or should be, and should take care of her problems. I think I realized at that time to some extent that she had problems, and that somebody should attend to them -- but nobody did.