Jerrymichele, thank you for all your advice. I have been struggling with the fact that his son seems to have just putten our relationship behind him, just like his father did, and I understand that he's only 8, and he's probably just happy that he's got his father all to himself again, in a home for just him and his father, and that's exciting to him, but it still hurts. I would like to think that I played a role in the kind of person he is today. I know that this relationship is over with my BF but it's so hard to accept that the life I thought I was going to have with him is over. Believe me I won't go back, if he even ever tries to get me back, there will never be any trust again, and I dont want to hurt like this again, once is hard enough. I'm trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I'm not there yet. I'm still grieving the loss of someone I loved very much. Hopefully I will meet someone down the road that will heal my broken heart, and show me that there are still good men out there that are trusting and honest. Until then please keep sending me words of wisdom. I need as much encouragement as I can get right now.

Thanks again, Deedee