Mania, depression, fear and no clue I was this bad. Thought it was drinking prob...So I quit (slipped once uring summer) Had odd thoughts assumed everyone did. Lost faith, trust an common sense. Apologized and am just aggravating her with my excessive explanations and thoughts. Had an episode that went on for days...lost it. Living for years in fear of talking about things and blurting out odd things....hiding, scared.

Thoughts get strange but rarely act.

Never cheated,,,never hit,,,,did think suicide...almost acted.

Undiagnosed.