(((((BlueMoon))))),

After reading how you feel, I also agree with Tree and everyone else. I think you should be proud of yourself. Yeah, 2 year olds are so nice and snuggly, aren't they?

See, I told you that you would be able to know what is right for you.
My T calls herself a life coach, but she let me stay for 6 years because she is flexible and eclectic. I don't think you want who calls herself a coach, though. So, to quote my T: "it's all good!"