I journaled a little bit tonight and I wrote down some things I would want from my therapy with her. Gentleness, to be heard, and I want to talk about how I handle talking about thngs that are hard for me. There is a thread somewhere here about creating a safe space in therapy. I like this room and I like ftt. I feel safe there, but it doesnt yet have that "therapy space" feel for me. I would like this space, with ftt, to be a safe place for me.