Well, T is gone for vacation today

I had a hard day yesterday, and called and left him a message (or two ). I just felt disappointed that I didn't get to really connect with him in session on Tuesday.

He called me on his way home from work. We talked for a little while, and I feel SO MUCH BETTER. I told him my thoughts about everything that has been going on in therapy lately, and he totally understood. We both agreed to "trust the process", which is what has worked in therapy up until now. I felt really, really heard. And we laughed a lot, which is always really connecting.

I liked being the last client he talked to before vacation I remember after his last vacation, I was the first client he called when he got home. I know it doesn't ACTUALLY mean anything, but it makes me feel special, and that makes me feel good. I admit it!

Today is my normal therapy day, but I feel fine. Day one, check !!!