(((((((((((((Chris)))))))))))))

First thing first. Chris you need to go eat! So, while your reading this go grab a bite to eat. Even if it is something as small as toast. Also drink some oj, and some milk. If your feeling dizzy that should get rid of it.

Chris if I was were your at, I would have my foot in your dad's butt so quick he wouldn't know what hit him. I can see why you are feeling so down. Your dad is taking advantage of you, and then he withholds his love from you as a parent. Old, young, whatever. No one has a right to treat another human being like s*!t. I would also like to ask, where is your other siblings at? They need to be helping out too! Just because you live there doesn't give them a right to just put all of the responsiblity onto you. If you don't want to call them, well give me their phone number's, and I will be more than willing to tell them to get over there and help out.

Chris there is nothing wrong with telling people no. You should never give up a part of yourself to please others. We are never going to please everyone who we come across. What I would do is see if you can get some more help in there. Your just doing WAY, WAY to much.One more thing I would like to add. It is never selfish to take care of ourselves.

And Chris people who judge and talk about mental illness usually have their own illness right along with the rest of us.