I dont think this is the right place but i am gonna do it here any way because this is where i always post

I might have a problem, i dont know really, with gorging my self with food.
Today i ate 2 eggs 2 packs of grits. 4 bisqits 2 cups of cofee 12 krispey cream donuts 4 or 5 bowls of beans a cpl bowls of soup cornbread, a half box of twinkies a slice of pizza a honeybun a kingsize kitkat bar about 8 sodas a ham sandwich a bag of sweetheat chips and a 32 oz cup of cajun boiled peanuts oh and 2 bowls of cherrios. That sure looks like a lot of food when i write it out thats what i can remember

I couldn't eat all this but i got a way of doing it . when i get full I throw up then i can eat more. I have been doing this for a while I started about 6 or 8 years ago small at first at holidays at buffets and really good meals. It has gotton more and more I bet I purged myself 15 times today

I wouldnt tell this to anyone but here because you know it just not something i would not tell people.
I will be going to the doctor for first time soon to get evaluated in my nuttieness and am wondering if i should tell him about this?
I am not sure if it really is a problem It doesn't hurt anyone , I dont do it to keep thin, I like to eat It makes me feel better I have no other means of dopimine stimulation no drugs smokes alcohol sex friends or much of anything really and the raccoon that lives out back really loves me

Iam not much of a writer I am so lazy I dont bother proofreading or corresting errors sorry about that if i was perfect I wouldn't be here anyway I just hope u can read it without hurting your eyes