My T had to cancel my appointment this week due to a family emergency out of town.

I was okay with it and all, but then today I realized It will be another week before I see her. I really need to see her, so much is going on. I know it isn't her fault, but it feels awful.
I know I have plenty to keep me busy till then, 1exam, 1 big paper, 1 little paper and a poem to write.
But I just feel like

Plus there is this not knowing what is going on. I know I have told her in the past that I really don't want to know, but it still has me worried that she is okay.
I just feel so emotional lately