So. I've talked and talked and talked about what happened, to therapists, but.. maybe it's coming back up because.. my parents still don't believe that what I said was the truth. And neither does my grandmother. And I can't really change what they think (since there's no evidence), nor do I want to try anymore. Therapists have told me that what happened wasn't my fault, that what he did was wrong, etc.. and I can agree with "head sense" but it doesn't really feel that way and I've been sinking back into these thoughts because I've been thinking, well, therapists have to tell you things that make you feel better. But that doesn't mean they're true.

Maybe I am still confused.

We all haven't talked about this in a long time. Many years. And I haven't talked to a therapist about this since I was 16. I'm 22.