((((((((((((((exoticflower))))))))))))))))))
This summer in the middle of all of our breaks, T had to cancel one of my (rare!) appointments to go to a funeral. I totally understood and didn't fault him for it at all...but it was still really hard. I felt guilty for feeling bad, and that probably just made everything worse.
It's okay to feel sad about missing your appointment.
Being busy helps me a lot - I hope that all of the assignments you have help to pass the time. We're here too

