Exotic I know it is not much help with regard to the what your feeling but... I think it is good that you are able to recognize that you are feeling sad/disappointed about not having your session. Just because you understand that family emergencies happen doesn't take away from the fact that you wanted to talk about somethings this week. The last time my T session was canceled was due to a snow storm. I remember being upset at the schedule change and having to wait another week to get fit in. For me what made things worse for me was the fact that once I realized I was upset about missing the session, I then attacked myself for being "a baby" for feeling this way. I think it was the secondary self attack that caused me more problems than the initial rescheduling. I hope you can avoid going this to yourself.