((((Berries)))) There is no one in the world going to fake what we live. It just would not happen. I to ask myself if it is depression or me. I think about this a lot. But it is not me, I know this, I know me, I don't ask anyone for anything, I don't want anything from anyone, I just want to be happy and me. But that may never happen again. You are getting a chance of a life time to find a cure. Hang in there, best of luck to you. You are awesome people never forget that. Hugs for your day.